Indecisive.

Just a short post.
Been way too long since my last one, I know. Same procedure as usual. Start up blog again, then a few months down the line, lose interest.
Kind of like my romances and relationships. Ouch.


My problem is always the same; I want to write in my native norwegian, but that would mean some of you wouldn`t understand a word of it.
Problem 2; I don`t know how up close and personal I should get, and I don`t know who to include and who to avoid mentioning.


I think I might start alternating between english and norwegian from now on.


Well. That was all I was supposed to write.


But I can give you a quick update on the past couple of months!


I`m back at work again! Yay! Write more about that some other time.
I am no longer dating engineering-guy. Long story cut short. Yes, he was good to me. Yes, we had a lot of fun. Yes, he looked good. Yes, it could probably have been a good thing.
But I had my reasons to call it a day.


So I ended up being the bad guy. Again. Almost getting used to being the bad guy now, and it`s not nice.
I remember the one time I got dumped, I died a little bit inside and my self-esteem disappeared, and I don`t feel good about making another person feel that same way.
He seems a bit pissed off with me, as I didn`t really explain why I didn`t want to see him any more. I haven`t even been able to explain it to myself.
That was a  little while back now, but he still hasn`t removed me from fb, so I guess it`s not all that bad.


So, the past 2 months summed up: alcohol, hoovering, courses, work, manchester, my first twitter date, constitution day, panic about moving, guilt over not visiting family.


Later alligators.